Mark,
I know what you say is true, but sometimes I don't want to believe it. When I'm low in a funk or pissed off all to hell, I wanna push you out and never let you back in. You make me happiest girl alive..
If I gave you my hand would you take it and make me the happiest woman alive?
Sometimes, when I look at you, I can't believe that you're mine... I just wish that you would've told me you loved me when we first met. Instead, I guess we both went through hell.. When I first saw you, I thought that I would only see your 'In Ring' persona. I didn't know what to expect from you. But I love the side that nobody ever gets to see. I love the smiles that only you show me. The things that you only show me. I love the dominate side you have, the protective side you have of me.
I didn't wanna put any stress on you... or ever. But when we first met, I wanted.. no, needed, to make you mine. Not just because of the mate bond. I needed to have you as mine.
I wish that I could tell you how I felt from the very first moment we met... But I don't think you'd wanna hear it...
Love you, studmuffin,
Sam
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Sam
Dearest Sam,
I'm sorry I can't do more to help you with the stress you're facin' now, and I'm sorry the dream freaked you out so much... Just know I'm not leavin' you anytime soon, God's will or no. You're my whole life, my whole world, my everything, I promise you. You truly mean more to me than I could ever truly express, written or verbally. I know Kit Kat's told you I was damn near to feral when you came, and it's the God's honest truth. I was almost a half-step from just shifting and disappearing into the wild.
When you came to us, you brought reason back into my life, a reason to stay human. I fell in love with you the first time we met, and didn't look back. Just having you to love is a blessing that I treasure every day, and always will. I know we've had our rough spots, had our bond broke and take it's time healin', but it always comes back so much stronger. We won't ever lose it, even if it seems that way in the middle of a break.
I love you, babe. Always and forever.
Mark
I'm sorry I can't do more to help you with the stress you're facin' now, and I'm sorry the dream freaked you out so much... Just know I'm not leavin' you anytime soon, God's will or no. You're my whole life, my whole world, my everything, I promise you. You truly mean more to me than I could ever truly express, written or verbally. I know Kit Kat's told you I was damn near to feral when you came, and it's the God's honest truth. I was almost a half-step from just shifting and disappearing into the wild.
When you came to us, you brought reason back into my life, a reason to stay human. I fell in love with you the first time we met, and didn't look back. Just having you to love is a blessing that I treasure every day, and always will. I know we've had our rough spots, had our bond broke and take it's time healin', but it always comes back so much stronger. We won't ever lose it, even if it seems that way in the middle of a break.
I love you, babe. Always and forever.
Mark
Mark-- 8/18/11
Baby,
I wish I could say that I'm alright. I wish I could tell you with absoulte certainty that I'm going to be okay, but I'm not. I'm feeling bored with my life and...
I had a dream about you last night. The dream went something like this..
We were both laying in our bed as I rested my head resting on your chest as your hand trailed up and down my bare back. The only sounds were that of our breathing as I looked up at you as you offered me a small, gentle, smile that only I get to see. I leaned up and kissed you softly. You gave me a soft chuckle as you kissed me back. We both dozed off together, but when I woke up, you weren't there. A note that you wrote me was in your place. I picked it up and read it as it said:
Darlin',
There are no words that can express how much I love you. Every single moment I spend with you, makes me fall deeper in love you. I love you more then you will ever know-- Don't you ever forget that. I'm sorry I'm not there to see you wake up, to see you offer me that sleepy smile first thing in the morning. I wish I could say that I'm going to stay by your side forever, even though we did promise Always and Forever. I didn't want you to worry about me when you woke up, discovering that I wasn't there. I guess God decided it was my time. I'll be watching you from above, guiding you along the way. Stay strong, baby. I will always love you.
Love,
Mark.
I dropped the note as my body went cold. I looked at your pillow and buried my face into it as I sobbed.
That was my dream.. I woke up crying and shaking. All this stress is getting to me, no matter how hard I try to relax.
Write me a long love letter... Please...
Love,
Sam
I wish I could say that I'm alright. I wish I could tell you with absoulte certainty that I'm going to be okay, but I'm not. I'm feeling bored with my life and...
I had a dream about you last night. The dream went something like this..
We were both laying in our bed as I rested my head resting on your chest as your hand trailed up and down my bare back. The only sounds were that of our breathing as I looked up at you as you offered me a small, gentle, smile that only I get to see. I leaned up and kissed you softly. You gave me a soft chuckle as you kissed me back. We both dozed off together, but when I woke up, you weren't there. A note that you wrote me was in your place. I picked it up and read it as it said:
Darlin',
There are no words that can express how much I love you. Every single moment I spend with you, makes me fall deeper in love you. I love you more then you will ever know-- Don't you ever forget that. I'm sorry I'm not there to see you wake up, to see you offer me that sleepy smile first thing in the morning. I wish I could say that I'm going to stay by your side forever, even though we did promise Always and Forever. I didn't want you to worry about me when you woke up, discovering that I wasn't there. I guess God decided it was my time. I'll be watching you from above, guiding you along the way. Stay strong, baby. I will always love you.
Love,
Mark.
I dropped the note as my body went cold. I looked at your pillow and buried my face into it as I sobbed.
That was my dream.. I woke up crying and shaking. All this stress is getting to me, no matter how hard I try to relax.
Write me a long love letter... Please...
Love,
Sam
Friday, July 22, 2011
:)
Ah. Here we are. Once again in the midst of --
Oh what the fuck, homie?!
Look, Blog. We're (as in Me and Kat) Sorry that we've been ignoring you. We didn't mean it. Well, I'm here now and I'm sure that Kat isn't... too far behind... lol. :)
We'll write more often. :)
LoVe,
Samwise and Kat.
Oh what the fuck, homie?!
Look, Blog. We're (as in Me and Kat) Sorry that we've been ignoring you. We didn't mean it. Well, I'm here now and I'm sure that Kat isn't... too far behind... lol. :)
We'll write more often. :)
LoVe,
Samwise and Kat.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Mark
Mark,
I guess we’ve hit a snag, eh? What else is new…? But we usually come back from this… I’m writing you because I thought you should know that I slept with Lucifer. To ask or take something back, requires a price—it’s called Equivalent Exchange.
I know it’s not something you’d want me to do… But I did it for us… Hell, I didn’t even wanna do it, but I did. I got our bond back.
Love,
Sam.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Gabe
Gabe,
God yeah, they are! Can't help it, but I crack up every time I listen to them... Get a lotta odd looks from the folks around me when I do, but fuck 'em. ANd I don't blame them for the wanderlust. Get touches of it at times...
He doesn't like it that much either, but hey, it was creative's desicion, y'know? And I heard that. Can't blame her... Shawn's pretty damn strict on the whole no sex before marriage bit. Drove Kura nuts before they finally tied the knot.
Hm. I'll have to swing out your way next time the 'E's in the area and meet her. She truly sounds like a good person. Hey, 'ynever know, y'may be mates after all.
Well... Taker's transistion into the 'E went pretty damn well. Don't think the 'Verse noticed. Though, he may be bringing back the Ministry. Remember, don't breath a word to another soul. And Mark's happy to be back home, teaching and getting to know Emmy better.
Yeah, I wouldn't be too surprised if Emmy is a dyke. Just don't tell mom that... So that's who AJ got his talent from! Sheesh... Small world anyone?
Hah. You so know I'll kick your ass in the ring! As for the football... Yeah, you'll kick mine. Football was never my game. Now Uncle Cena... You'd have it tough with him. And you already know my stance on smoking, but it's your body.
Yeah, but hey, least she's in good hands. And he already knows that if he hurts her... Well, he'll be getting his ass handed to him. And Yeah, Mark's extremely protective...
And you know I'll be taking you up on that when I'm in town! Especially if I can meet Ari.
Damn right you will! Remember, practice is your friend! And remember us whe you get all famous and shit.
Love,
Randy
God yeah, they are! Can't help it, but I crack up every time I listen to them... Get a lotta odd looks from the folks around me when I do, but fuck 'em. ANd I don't blame them for the wanderlust. Get touches of it at times...
He doesn't like it that much either, but hey, it was creative's desicion, y'know? And I heard that. Can't blame her... Shawn's pretty damn strict on the whole no sex before marriage bit. Drove Kura nuts before they finally tied the knot.
Hm. I'll have to swing out your way next time the 'E's in the area and meet her. She truly sounds like a good person. Hey, 'ynever know, y'may be mates after all.
Well... Taker's transistion into the 'E went pretty damn well. Don't think the 'Verse noticed. Though, he may be bringing back the Ministry. Remember, don't breath a word to another soul. And Mark's happy to be back home, teaching and getting to know Emmy better.
Yeah, I wouldn't be too surprised if Emmy is a dyke. Just don't tell mom that... So that's who AJ got his talent from! Sheesh... Small world anyone?
Hah. You so know I'll kick your ass in the ring! As for the football... Yeah, you'll kick mine. Football was never my game. Now Uncle Cena... You'd have it tough with him. And you already know my stance on smoking, but it's your body.
Yeah, but hey, least she's in good hands. And he already knows that if he hurts her... Well, he'll be getting his ass handed to him. And Yeah, Mark's extremely protective...
And you know I'll be taking you up on that when I'm in town! Especially if I can meet Ari.
Damn right you will! Remember, practice is your friend! And remember us whe you get all famous and shit.
Love,
Randy
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