Mark

I don't know what to say to you without it sounding like some excuse or something you haven't heard before.

Why are you even still with me?

I guess I'm more of a handful then anybody'd want me too be...

I just wanna close my eyes and never open them again. I wanna lay my body down and never get up.

I don't know what you want me to say because apparently I say the wrong things.

All I'm saying is that I'm constantly pushing you away because I feel fucking smothered and unsatisfyed and I push people away. You shouldn't have to deal with that because you should find somebody that's your other half. Somebody that's not me because I'm not going to ever be good enough.

You say you can handle my faults. You can help me through my worst, but can you? I'm still waiting for you to break up with me. I'm obviously accusing you of shit that's not happening and it's pissing you off and everybody around me too.

I guess that's all...

Sam

Fuck this

Sam,
You want an angry letter? Fine.
I fuckin' hate that you'd think I'd want to cheat with kat and break her fuckin' bonds, and that you even mentioned it to her after suggesting she fuck her friends. Do you sense just how fuckin' pissed off we are about that? If not, too damn bad.
Mark

Mark

None of this would've happened if you wouldn't have ruined my surprise. You did this too us. You fucked us up. I hope that you're happy because I'm not. Why should I stay in a relationship where I'm not happy?

From,

Sam

Mark

Are we?

Is this how we're going to talk now? Through letters? You say you understand, but you don't. I let you in, I...it doesn't even matter anymore...

Sam

Sam,
I know I don't talk to you nearly enough and that I keep hurting you... I hate doing that to you, and I'm truly sorry. I know  you've been tired, but I'm still waiting for you. Please... Don't leave me. We are meant to be, darlin'.

Mark

Mark

What's there to say? Is there anything left? I guess not, seeing as how you won't talk to me anymore... I guess it's me because I've been tired almost all the time and I guess that you won't wait for me anymore...

I guess we were never meant for each other after all... Maybe it was all a fluke... What do you want me to say to you?

Will you write me back?

--Sam

My Dearest

My dearest Mark,

I know I've been a pain the last few weeks with the move and what not and constantly breaking down into tears because I'm so stressed... I know I haven't been a very good partner to you either...

I just thought I'd say that I love you. I love you with my all my heart and I know that I don't say it nearly as often as I should. Whenever I see you, my heart fills with love and desire that burns for you. You make me smile with your badassness. :)

Four months until my birthday. Four months until I'll be 19. I'll be starting college soon and just starting to explore my life. Granted, I don't have shit for money at the moment...

Anyway...

I just thought that I'd let you know that.

Love you
Rio Don