Thursday, March 22, 2012

Dave

I know I'm not always the best mate... And I'm certainly not the most attractive even with makeup on... But I know I love you. I always have, and I always will. I may get annoyed as fuck with you, pissed off, and emo as hell, but my love isn't going to stop. I certainly didn't when Drew's bond with the both of us started, or when Aza and Toby came and bonded. And I hope to god our bond won't die...

That's what scares me, losing our bond. I know I take it for granted sometimes, and occasionally bitch about it, but in the long run... I wouldn't want it gone, so it fading on us now has me freaking out... Especially after last night with Toby...

Anyway, I know this doesn't make much sense, but I had to get it out of my system.

Love you,
Kat

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Mark

Mark,

I just want you to know that what you had to do to me was to get our bond back. I know that you would never rape me. What I said to get you pissed off, isn't true at all. I love you, baby. My bed got cold without you in it. My back got cold at night. I missed waking up to your face. I missed having your facial hair brushing my face when we kiss. I missed how you would raise your eyebrow at me when I do something goofy or how you would just look at me and shake your head. I know that you love me back.

Love,
Sam

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Bonds

I had an enjoyable morning. ;)

I'm not going to go all mushy and say whatever... What can I say? Mark snuck up on me at one this morning and we didn't get to bed until nine this morning.

As you all know, our bond isn't working or doing it's normal thing. I think I know why. Maybe the bond wants to see if me and Mark and co-exist without it for awhile. It usually comes back after me and Mark have a good, long, fuck.

The bonds...are fickle things to deal with. They have a mind of their own and it seems for me and Mark, it's not going to come back for awhile. Last night... I was...content.
I found love within my lover's arms. He made me feel happy and loved last night. Over and over again. I'm not going to lie when I say that.

Mark,

Even though we don't have our bond and (our marriage?), I'll always love you. Now, stop blasting Kat and feeding me the same lines over and over. I'm trying to work on the bonds, but I can't if you're being a douche.

Love,
Sam.

Monday, March 12, 2012

Story idea.

How about we do a 600 word pack related story with the following first line:
She closed the book, placed it on the table, and finally, decided to walk through the door.
Whatcha think?

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Sam,

Hey, it happens. Didn't help last night that I had Jeffro blasting the hell out of my sheilds, though. Along with Toby getting pissed off at him about that... Damn Okie. Oh well. He means well, and he kept me sane last night. Well, saneish if you ask him. Anyway, it's all good.

Kat

Kat

It's alright. I'm not mad at you or anything. I was just in pain from my face, my tooth, my back, my stomach, my drugs, my pills, whatever. I have a lot going on... Like I said to Joanie, Mark and I made this plan and everybody knew. I'm sorry that I didn't inform you, I wasn't being a good friend. I hope that you'll forgive me. I blame the time change.
Now that my pain is some-what manageable, I can start thinking rationally again. :)

You know I don't do chick flick moments or drama or any of that kind of shit, but for now, I'll let it slide ;D

~Sam

Monday, March 5, 2012

I'm sorry.

Sam,
I'm sorry for not being a better friend to you... For not listening and not  staying up all damn night. I know I suck ass. I'm not asking for forgiveness or anything...

Kat