Monday, April 30, 2012

Aza, Dave, Drew and Toby

Guys,
       I know I'm probably  not the easiest person to love, but I love that you do anyway. I love the surprises, and how you'll do anything to get me to laugh, and make me happy, even if it's just a simple cuddle. Yes, y'all make me cry sometimes, and yes we fight like hell sometimes, but I forgive you anyway. Why? I love you all too much not to. You're my heart, my soul... Hell, you're my shields when my regular ones get shredded like they did with Jaz. Y'all are my everything.

       Would I trade any of what we have for a chance to have just one mate? Hell. No. You're mine, damnit. We've worked too hard to achieve the balance we have to let it go. I know I come off as selfish at times, but I honestly cherish each of you.

       Dave, you were the first I truly trusted with my heart. I know I don't tell you often enough, or show you, but I love you to pieces. I don't regret a single thing that's happened with us.

       Drew, you will always be my loverboy, my friend, and you always find a way to comfort me when I need it, even when I push you away.

       Aza... I love how fierce you are when you're protecting those you care about, how gentle you are when you want to be, especially with the kids in the pack... And I love you for being you. I don't care if you look like a demon, you're still my sexy Russian.

       Toby. God, where should I start with you, baby? You're my rock, my Zen, my best friend. You manage to make me laugh so easily... God knows you've seen me giggling my ass off to Red Solo Cup often enough to know that... You manage to make me feel comfortable in my own skin. You pull me out of my funks so easily, it kinda surprises me still. And your voice... I love how easily even hearing you sing on the radio or my lil mp3 player will cheer me up, soothe the rough edges so easily.
      
       I wouldn't change a thing about us.

Love you guys,
Kat

Kat

Every once in awhile, Sam will be in a "I'm-in-a-romantic-mood-I-guess-so-I'll-write-letters-and-then-possibly-delete-them-afterwards" mood. She only gets these moods every few weeks. Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut... Seeing as how she's on her PMS-- (*(Sam) Oi!! NO NEED TO SHARE!*) -- Anyway...

So Jaz fucked up the shields. They'll come back. They always do. The point is, we love you. Nothing will ever change that. I know that we don't say it often enough and we don't have too. It's in what we do. The little things. The surprises. We may be assclowns half the time, but we still love you.

We're going to piss you off. We're going to make you cry. We're going to make you laugh. We're going to make you happy. We do it because we love you. When we piss you off or make you cry, we feel like shit afterwards. Our bond isn't going anywhere. Sure, we may have our problems... But it doesn't mean we won't stop loving you-- It'll make us love you more.

We love surprising you. To see your reactions at what we do... It's all worth it.

No matter what, we won't stop loving you.
Never.

Love,
Toby, Drew, Dave, and Aza

Sam

Sam,
       Are we sad that we lost Jaz? A little, but after the way she treated you, called you a slut... No. We aren't. If that makes us heartless, then so be it. Do we hate you for it? No. She would have wound up hurting us all if given a chance.

       We love you, and we always will, come what may.

Love,
Centon

Centon

Are you sad that you lost your daughter? Do you hate me for it? I know that you both loved her very much-- considering she was the product of your love... 

I can't help but feel that you hate me for what happened...Or at least... Blame me... Maybe if I hadn't have come into your lives in the first place...

I guess that's all...

From, 

Sam. 

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Kat

Kat,

We all know that you get depressed and emo sometimes, but even though you try and push us away, we're not going anywhere. Stop questioning our love for you because every time you do, it only gets stronger. Sure, we may not always say "I love you" to you all the time, but it's like they say, "Actions are stronger than words".

You know that we love you. It's what's on the inside that counts. You're a caring and nice person, Kat. Don't question it. Sure, we have our rough patches, but it only strengthens our bond.

I know this isn't as long as it should be, but I can't come up with enough words to describe how much I love you.

Love,
Toby, Dave, Aza, and Drew

SamSam

Gorgeous,
       I'm not that surprised you love my voice. I've noticed how quickly it calms you when you're upset over something, how it excites you, soothes you... I know you love it, baby. And I honestly don't blame you for hating me when we first met. You didn't really know me except for what you'd seen on TV... I'd've hated me too.
       I love you too, gorgeous!

Love,
Randy

Randy!

My darling Apex Predator,

God. how I have such a kink for your voice. how can I not? it's all deep and sexy. Just like you! You know I don't love you solely on your looks. I love you because you keep me centered. You keep me happy.

At first... I hated you. I didn't want anything to do with you. Probably because I was going off of your persona that I saw on TV. But once I saw you interact outside the WWE a little at a time, I started to like you--Eventually love you. You fathered my first child when I was just 19 years old.

I don't hate you anymore... Obviously. Haha. I don't really have much to say tonight...

But I love you!

~Sam