I made a deal with Lucifer (Hades wasn't there at the moment). I wanted our twins to survive. After I left the hospital, I went and talked with him. My grandfather always wants something in exchange. In order for the twins to survive, I had to fuck him. I'm not sorry that I did. I'm just sorry that we had that fight. I guess it was my fault that they were two months early.
It was either go talk to my grandfather or go talk to the head of the demon counsel. If I would've done that, then I would no longer be able to walk the human realm ever again. I would never be able to see you or our children. Another choice would be for me to die, and we all know that you didn't enjoy me dying last time.
I did what I had to do in order for our twins to survive, Tamara. I'm not sorry for doing what I did.
Ayva
