Mark

My dearest Mark,

                Maybe it’s the time we spent away from each other. Maybe it’s just the way I am. I love you with my entire being and yet, I can’t help but feel our bond starting to vanish. My bond with Thor is over-powering. Thor… He cherishes me; he treats me right; he makes me blush and he’s amazing.

                You’re my husband and I will always love you. But I know that one day I will have to choose between you and Thor. Then I’d have to choose between the rest of my mates. I risk losing it all and I can’t handle that. I love you all so very much that the thought of losing you all is heartbreaking and I couldn’t stand it.

                Reagan and Riley… They have a small part of you in them too, but they are Thor’s. After Loki murdered Jane… I knew I had to help Thor. It took time, but he came around. You know what happened between me and Thor on that mission.

                I don’t want you to hate me or think of me as a whore. I cherish the times we have/had together and I take nothing for granted. I fell in love with you first and I don’t regret anything I did/do.

                Thor wants to make me his own. To claim me. His arrogance, his strong will, his stubbornness… Qualities of a prince. Asgard is truly a beautiful place, baby. Thor… He makes me laugh, he makes me smile, he makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. He flatters me with his words. He knows how to turn me on without trying… (Sorry, I’m rambling on)

                I’m not comparing you to Thor, Mark. I fucking love you. Forever and Always, wasn’t that the promise we made to each other?

Love,

Sam