Dwalin,
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I’m not someone that you need anymore. Ever since I got turned into a
female, I feel like I can’t… I’m sorry that I have to write you a stupid letter
instead of just telling you how I feel…
The thing
is, though, is that I’m still ME. I don’t understand why I’m acting this way.
You don’t deserve this… Maybe I’ll be stuck in this female form forever… If so,
I don’t know what I’m going to do… I know you love me…
I’m more
shy and timid than before… I can’t seem to get enough nerve to do anything… You
always want to be gentle. I don’t want that. I don’t want you to treat me any
different and yet, you are. Maybe that’s part of the problem…
I want… I
want to tell you things… But all these emotions… Is this what females deal with
on a daily basis? I don’t like it…
Nori hopes
that I get pregnant and Dori still can’t believe that I’m a female…
I don’t know what I’m going to do anymore. Maybe I should
just go away until I do know what I’m going to do.
Love always,
Your one,
Ori
