Dwalin

Dwalin,

            I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m not someone that you need anymore. Ever since I got turned into a female, I feel like I can’t… I’m sorry that I have to write you a stupid letter instead of just telling you how I feel…

            The thing is, though, is that I’m still ME. I don’t understand why I’m acting this way. You don’t deserve this… Maybe I’ll be stuck in this female form forever… If so, I don’t know what I’m going to do… I know you love me…

            I’m more shy and timid than before… I can’t seem to get enough nerve to do anything… You always want to be gentle. I don’t want that. I don’t want you to treat me any different and yet, you are. Maybe that’s part of the problem…

            I want… I want to tell you things… But all these emotions… Is this what females deal with on a daily basis? I don’t like it…

            Nori hopes that I get pregnant and Dori still can’t believe that I’m a female…

I don’t know what I’m going to do anymore. Maybe I should just go away until I do know what I’m going to do.

Love always,

Your one,

Ori