Mom

Mom,

                You promised me you wouldn’t go emo over me anymore! You promised. I guess I’m nothing but a screw up. Oscar says I should be put in a mental institution… Barney should just leave the pack so he never has to see me again…

                I hate who I am. I hate the fact that I was raped. I hate that I can’t be normal anymore…No matter how hard I try. I hate that I can’t fit into my own skin comfortably anymore. Maybe I should just go away and never come back.

                Maybe I should gain a bunch of weight so that nobody would even look twice at me. Maybe I should go bald… I hate myself. Maybe I should force myself to throw up and look unattractive.

Adri