You've always been my light, my joy. Of course our love is meant to last through our arguements, our disagreements and whatever time we spend away from each other. And I'm glad of it, too. We're stronger as a couple for the rough patches we go through together. And I can assure you, my heart is entirely yours, my badass darlin'. Always will be.
You... You're so amazingly gorgeous, smart, talented, and did I mention gorgeous? You know what you want and aren't afraid to take it, no matter the cost. You love gettin' dirty with the bikes, and the grease only makes you look better because you're enjoying what your doing. You always know just how to make me smile and laugh again, and bring the light back in. I love that so much.
I'd love to take the time I squandered with Matt and Jeff when you were here and spend it with you. Looking back, I can't believe how much of a fool I was for not breaking up with them sooner and courting you better. As for Matt... I'm sorry I didn't straighten his ass out sooner. He messed us up too much when we were already weak.
When we first started, I was just realizing you were my true mate, and just wanted to stay with you, fuck the consequences. I hated the thought of you leavin' me for any reason at all. Still do, as a matter of fact. And when you left, it damn near killed me. Jeff probably saw this and bugged you because he hates seein' anyone he cares about in pain. I thank him for pushing us t'gether in a way.
I'm glad I shoved the doubts I had to the side to bring you into my heart, and my life. I'm glad we have eavh other, age gap be damned. I'm also happy we have our kids, and our family in our life. And I love how you accept my flaws and continue to love me for who I am, stubborn bastard that I am.
Though you make me angry, pissed off and aggravated at times, you will always have my heart and my love. This I swear to you for all eternity, darlin'.
Love you forever and for always,
Mark
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