Dave, Lev, Drew, Aza, Clint, Toby and Gor,
You guys don't need a mate who goes all emo after she goes feral on her alpha. I know you're all gonna argue, say that you love me no matter what, that I probably had good reason for it... But I don't deserve it, and I didn't. I'm just a stupid fucking loser. You deserve a hell of a lot better than that. You always will.
I'm sorry,
Kat
They're not gonna comment, but I am.
ReplyDeleteThey want YOU, Kitty... They do. You DO deserve it. No matter what you do, they're not going away and you and I BOTH know that. Seriously.
As for blowing up at me, I kind of deserved it. With everything that's going on... I just let it spill over and kept you up because I didn't wanna be alone... But when you say that you're tired, I'll listen. I swear (I don't do promises) I'll listen.
I've held back a lot (not just at you), but with all this shit that's going on in my life. I can't argue out and it pisses me off... It's making me depressed and emo and I'm probably blasting you with it. Sleep? What's that? I'm so stressed I don't even know what that word means... But you're one of my best friends-- Like I said in the other blog comment-- I'll always have an ear to listen if you wanna rant or just talk. You can call me whenever you want-- God knows I've called you and ranted and bitched about my problems.
I'll try and give you the best advice that I can to whatever you're dealing with. I don't know if it'll work or not, but you know that I'm here for you. As Sheldon Cooper once said in a episode,
"Got your back, Jack. Bitches be crazy!"
The pack isn't going anywhere. Your mates aren't going anywhere and I'M not going anywhere.