Ayva

Baby,
       You're much better than anyone I had before. And I'm not leaving you just because you're not affectionate after sex. I've had to learn to be strong.
       Baby... You're trying just by letting me stay with you, by loving me... I see how you look at me when you think I'm not looking, how much love there is in your eyes...
       I never said I wouldn't have my weak moments, Ayva, just that you wouldn't have to deal with them.
       Honestly... I sort of did, too. But I do love you.

Love,

Tamara

 

 

PS. I'm not leaving you.