Jana

Jana,
       Why don't you feel like you should be alive? I know I don't leave long responses... And I'm kicking myself for that. But I don't know what to say that won't upset you a lot. I know that sounds like a bullshit excuse, but it's the truth. Please... Don't stop sharing. You're a much better writer than I am. And I'm not kidding. Parker and Kira... They'd miss you just as much as your mom and I would. I don't want to lose you, babygirl... You're the only one who gets the science I work with.
       I'm sorry for being so busy, Jana... It isn't fair to you. And if I do find you gone... I really don't want the other guy going nuts again... And I really wish I knew, Jana, I really do. And I guess I don't. I'm sorry... You do deserve better.

Bruce