Baby,
I wish I could say that I'm alright. I wish I could tell you with absoulte certainty that I'm going to be okay, but I'm not. I'm feeling bored with my life and...
I had a dream about you last night. The dream went something like this..
We were both laying in our bed as I rested my head resting on your chest as your hand trailed up and down my bare back. The only sounds were that of our breathing as I looked up at you as you offered me a small, gentle, smile that only I get to see. I leaned up and kissed you softly. You gave me a soft chuckle as you kissed me back. We both dozed off together, but when I woke up, you weren't there. A note that you wrote me was in your place. I picked it up and read it as it said:
Darlin',
There are no words that can express how much I love you. Every single moment I spend with you, makes me fall deeper in love you. I love you more then you will ever know-- Don't you ever forget that. I'm sorry I'm not there to see you wake up, to see you offer me that sleepy smile first thing in the morning. I wish I could say that I'm going to stay by your side forever, even though we did promise Always and Forever. I didn't want you to worry about me when you woke up, discovering that I wasn't there. I guess God decided it was my time. I'll be watching you from above, guiding you along the way. Stay strong, baby. I will always love you.
Love,
Mark.
I dropped the note as my body went cold. I looked at your pillow and buried my face into it as I sobbed.
That was my dream.. I woke up crying and shaking. All this stress is getting to me, no matter how hard I try to relax.
Write me a long love letter... Please...
Love,
Sam
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