Memories

"All of my memories keep you near"

Oh, how I wish that were true, but the memory of you keeps me numb. The very mention of your name feels strange on my tongue as I try and forget everything and anything about you.

"Darling you know I'll love you til the end of time"

No matter what I do, I can't seem to forget about you. My heart can't stop loving you, no matter how hard I try and forget you.

"If you love me, let me go!"

Let me go. Forget about me. Forget about everything we ever had. Forget the happiness, the sadness, the anger, the love.

"I still press your letters to my lips and cherish them in parts of me that sever with every kiss"

The letters you wrote. The notes you wrote. Is it suppose to be enough? I press them to my lips as the tears come down my face. I sob for the fact that I hate myself for loving you. Sometimes, I wish you weren't my friend... It'd be easier to hate you... But I can't..

"You asked me to love you and I did"

You asked me and I did. I love you, Mark.

"Love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage, again"

What is our love? How far does it go? I question myself...



I love you, Mark... Never forget.