Sunday, August 21, 2011

MARK!!!

Mark,

We used to be so happy. Not caring about what the world thought about us. I don’t know what else you want me to say, what you want to hear. The truth about my past, impossible, he’d turn away from me. He’s holding back he’s hiding, but what, I can’t decide. I wish we could go back and do it right… But sometimes, I wish we didn’t.

Can you feel the love tonight? I don’t know if I can… I could at one point. I guess it’s all my fault. I guess this is what I get for not giving it my all.

            I wish I could see your face, just one more time. I wish that I didn’t hurt you like I do. I wish that I could love you, even with all my faults. I wish that we could find happiness. Our love can touch us and last a life time. I don’t know what to do anymore.. I’m not going to say I’m sorry, because that’s not what you wanna hear.

            It’s because you loved me. Because you never gave up on me. Because you’re a stubborn son of a bitch. Because you never gave up. You were my strength when I was weak… You were my voice when I couldn’t speak. You were my eyes when I couldn’t see. You saw the best there was in me. Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach. Gave me faith because you loved me. You were always there for me... You gave me so much and I gave you so little in return. You’ve been my inspiration, through the lies you were the truth… I’m everything I am… Because you loved me.

            Don’t say the same old things you always say… I’m spilling my heart to you… Would you catch it and keep it safe? When you touch me like this and you hold me like this, I have to admit, it’s all coming back to me. Would you watch over it? It’s all coming back to me now… There were nights of endless pleasure… Baby, baby, if I kiss you like this, and if you whisper like that, it was not long ago when it was all coming back to me now. If you need me like this and you need me like that… It’s hard to resist…

            Tell me what you’re thinking… What you’re feeling… Not in some short, letter… But some, long, long, one…





I love you, my darling.

Love,

Sam

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