Friday, October 26, 2012

Adri

Baby,
       You will never be a burden, I swear to you. I'm sorry I'm making it so unbearable for you at home... You are worth spending the money on, Oscar and Amber aside.
       I know you're pretty and you're smart. I get that you don't think so, but even Loki and Barney have noticed and commented. Barney thinks you're very beautiful, and I've already warned him not to try anything, though. I don't want him hurting you any more than you've already been hurt.
       If you want to go somewhere easier, you know you've got my full support, no matter what. As for bonding and such, I'll go at whatever pace you're comfortable with, Adri.
       Baby... Noone's trying to guilt trip you. Never have been. Trust me.
       You will never be a Zero. Trust me. You've got plenty of talent, if you want to put it to use.
       Baby... Have you considered talking with a therapist? Or journalling? They may help with the PTSD and the nightmares of the rape... It's ok to need to talk things through after... Just to help yourself heal from the emotional scars. I hate hearing your scream when you wake yourself up from them... I hate feeling so damned helpless to stop them.
       Why do you hate the way you look? You're beautiful the way you are. At least to me and your dad. But we're biased, huh?
 
Kat

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