I hate knowing how much you're hurting when you shove me away. I hate knowing that you're too stubborn to accept what we've got... I love seeing your smile, hearing your laugh... Most of all, I'm glad you're starting to come back out of the shadows.
I hate leavig you to the pills when you tell me to leave... I hate that the loneliness encroaches on you again... But I'll be damned if you keep pushing me away anymore. I know that deep down, you know you need me as much as I need you. I'll be damned if we lose each other over our own insecurities.
I hope you find your happiness too... I want to see you enjoying life, spending more time with your twin, hang with friends...I want to know more about you, know we're truly right for each other.
So do I, Adri... Every day.
You know damn well that I'll always let you have your space and alone time. I want to see who you'll be, Adri... And the healing can't come soon enough...
Barney
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