Steve

Steve,

                I’m going to miss seeing you every day; I’m going to miss waking up next to you. You keep me safe and protected throughout my nightmares. When you’re not next to me, I have such horrific, hellacious nightmares, I’m too afraid to go back to sleep. You keep that balance, Steve.

                I love you. I’m glad it was you who took my virginity that night. I have no regrets. Did I tell you that I wanna be a photographer and graphic designer when I grow up? Mom says that I have a ‘God given talent’ with my photography. I and she have gone out on some shoots and she’s teaching me a lot of things.

                School is going good… For me being a freshy in high school. I’m in all Pre-AP classes. I’m reading at a college level, though. I think I’ll graduate high school and have mom and dad kick me out like “normal” parents do to their kids.

                I turn 16 on Thanksgiving! Donny and I are SO excited. I’ll get to drive (well, permit for 6 months), I’ll get to do some more things that I couldn’t do. I love the house you bought. I’m glad you love it, too. Thanks for letting me help you. J

                I worry whenever you go out on a mission… But I know that you’d always come back to me. I know that you wouldn’t ever cheat on me and I wouldn’t ever cheat on you.

I love you,

Rowen