Barney,
I don’t
mean to push you away. I want you to stay by me and lay with me…To hold me
throughout the night… I’m tired of having to rely on those sleeping pills… I’m
not as depressed as I was before since you’ve started to talk to me… I know I’m
getting my hopes up when you say you have an interest in me… Besides, what
would you have an interest in a 14 year old girl for?
I
prefer to stay locked away in my room or the library… somewhere quiet…
Somewhere…Safe… Maybe I could find that in your embrace…If only I could let you
in long enough… I’m tired of hiding…
I’m
sorry for making you so frustrated and angry at me… I don’t know how to let
someone in…Because if I let you in… Then I’m setting myself up for heartbreak
and I have to make myself vulnerable and I don’t like that…
Adri
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